Thursday, November 26, 2009
Random : I miss the FOC period.
Sometimes, events really only come by you once, for you to enjoy and treasure the memories afterwards.
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Today after the injection, had a nap. I woke up with my leg hurting like mad for some weird reason. One hour later, the pain mysteriously disappeared. Now theres now pain. Tried jumping a bit at home and ran from one corner of the hall to the other. I think i'm ready to jump.
It still hurt when i bend too low though. =/
And you sailed, out of the cave and the sun bathed its rays of warmth on you as the sails give a faint flutter, glad that the darkness was survived.
10:41 PM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
The following two messages were sent to my lecturer.
-Please take care :-p from your loving student!
Bingxin's work. They sent this while eating waffles at megabites juz now. And i thought they were using facebook with my phone! wth!
-If you are sick you should go home and rest. we don't mind having e learning. From your beloved student.
Waiyeong's work. They sent this one during lecture when my lecturer ( the deputy director of lsct ) was sneezing and coughing away. And they wrote on my quiz paper with an unknown message.
OMG sia!! He still read out the message during lecture. GOSH! I think after this he shall remember me and due to my loving care and concern give me a default AD for BCHEM. heh! =p
The winds will be caught for you and your sails will fill. Now you just need to push yourself onwards.
11:48 PM
Thursday, November 19, 2009
I know i said i wanted a break. But apparently it isn't going to come.
I feel so trapped. Enclosed by so many different factors, it's forming a box around me, and steadily moving closer. I feel like my mind is about to be crushed soon. And yet, i can't display weakness, i really want to stay at home and just sleep and slack but i can't. Such are the trappings of responsibility.
China trip is in less than one month. And i don't feel ready. My leg still can't do jumps and i'm definitely not on prime form. I feel tired so easily, i can't stand prolonged stress on my legs. How am i going to train while in china? At the rate i'm going, i'll just be wasting my time there. But yet, theres nothing much i can do until my leg heals. And damnit, its god damn SLOW! I really hope i can recover by next week. If not i won't be able to regain my form in time for china. It sucks.
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Yesterday went for the first LSCT training in a long long time. It felt really good going back, joking and playing. And i could forget my troubles for one night. One night may not be much, but it really felt like i was alive again, free of inhibitory factors.
It's been so long since i did a family cheer. I really missed it. Everyone crowding together and shouting together.
Thanks alot guys, for giving me a short revival. =)
10:48 AM
Monday, November 16, 2009
Oppression,
Where did all the fun and laughter go?
Or is it just me?
2:42 AM
Sunday, November 08, 2009
IVP is finally over! =D
All the organizing, the frustration, the sleepless nights. It all led up to yesterday. Was so nervous that i would have missed out something and everything will screw up. But in the end everything unfolded so beautifully. Seeing all the schools walk in, the layout of the Hall, it felt like everything just jumped out from paper into real life. It felt good. But damn, am i tired. Can't really get a break yet. Theres post-IVP stuff to settle. But after that, i'm going to chillax!
I think, organizing this IVP made me learn a lot. How real life big events out there will be, seeing how the different presidents from the different schools work, learning from them, its really enriching to see why they were chosen as their club's representative. I think my PR skills improved a lot. Constantly having to talk nice and being unable to shout your frustrations when you really want to, its been tough, especially since i'm usually that kind of person. Felis catus still thinks my PR skills suck though -_-
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I think that yesterday, i have just proven to myself that despite getting a serious injury, the mind can still overcome it.
Constantly convincing myself that i can recover, telling everyone that i can recover, its indirectly "psychoing" my mind and body to make it recover. Never stopping the claims that the gold medal will be mine, I made myself want it so badly. I made myself so hyped up over getting the overall champ that it all bore fruit on that day.
The adrenaline rush and the mental barriers that convinced myself that i am fit and ready, it allowed me to endure one whole day of competition. I really felt no pain at all yesterday. Psychology really is amazing. It pushed my body beyond what it can normally do.
But now, everything has died down. My leg hurts like hell. It started last night after the competition but got worst this morning. I'm going to be long in recovering.
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NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC WUSHU GOT THE OVERALL CHAMPION FOR 2009!!!
I feel super proud. Like finally, after losing two years to SP. This year we really own sia. 6 GOLDS!!!! 2nd and 3rd only boasts 3 golds each. I really feel super proud of everyone. We cheered the loudest in the whole hall among all the schools.( A certain degree of credit goes to mceroe who lead almost all the cheers HAHA) Something that doesn't usually happen during normal training.
During the competition, i really saw everyone trying their best. And thats all i could have asked for from anyone. Everyone is a winner, cause everyone played their part to get that big shiny champions trophy now sitting in clubhouse. =D
Duilian was sort of fiasco =p Liuming was laughing when he asked me why we kept missing each other. But i think inside he felt we could have done better. Maybe its cause its the first time we competed in duilian? Its certainly a new experience. First time me and meh even trained duilian. At least we started out with a small competition. Maybe we can do it again at nationals next year. With more stunts inside!
Maybe i'll compete chuantong nanquan again next year. It's awfully fun! Hopefully this time with an authentic taolu =p
Jiti Quan was the best. Like really. During normal trainings you guys never did so well before. Your performance this time around was shockingly good. I still think you guys should have won, but then, life's like that huh?
And i'm really happy to see everyone's smile. This is the first time my birthday wish came true! HAHA maybe cause its the 18th birthday so got special powers? Maybe for the 21st it'll be the same, will be looking forward to it.
To succeed, we must first always believe in ourselves. =D
4:39 PM
Thursday, November 05, 2009
To succeed, we must first believe in ourselves.
And i believe i can recover.
I just want to compete that badly.
I refuse to let NP get second for the 3rd year running.
I give myself till tomorrow to recover.
I will hua taolu by tomorrow.
I will lian a proper zhengtao at 7am on Saturday.
I will recover, and win.
3:35 PM
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
Tonight is the unluckiest night in my life. Can't believe can be so unlucky. Compete so many years, something like this has never happened before. Really hope that my leg heals by tomorrow.
11:24 PM
Monday, November 02, 2009
Today was damn classic. 2 different lectures, 3hrs. I slept for 2hrs and 30 mins. When the lecturers changed i didnt even notice. In the end i only got attendance for the first lecture. SIAN.
When i woke up, i had i'm sexy written in pink marker on my legs and hands + a "lovebite" on my neck. GOSH! On the way home was damn funny la, everyone kept starring at me! I tried covering the i'm sexy on my legs but was wearing shorts -_-
Now bathe finish, cannot wash off!! OMG! But its ok, was entertaining to look at the people's expressions and imagine what are they thinking in their heads. LOL
10:04 PM
