Friday, July 27, 2007
yo evry1 tat reads my posts but always nvr tag! k nvm. anw 2day was qte a pissin off day... morn had founders day celeb wif e sku...o did i type celeb? i meant yrly torture. cuz it is. n i swear tat aft i graduate i'll spam e pigeon hole of tat fucked up my kwok chicken. tok so much n try act paikia whn u dno how 2. fucker. i was so disgusted by wad he preached of e sku wich r all lies tat rite tere n den i took off my sku badge n threw it somewhere dint notice where cuz was 2 darn angry. den aft tat i got called by a cher cuz she noticed me doin disrespectful tings bout him. but fuck man. im through wif e sku. if i cud i wud juz stop goin 2 sku. wait 4 Os den i go back n take e exams. but, my bio cher stil haven finish syllabus. so muz wait. mayb i wil stop goin 2 sku aft tat. i no i can do my own revision. i dunid e fucked up maris poop high prison. revisin chi whn i dn giv a fuck bout it. maris spirit my foot. u no wad. i notice tat both in pri n sec sku i hav vvvvvvvvvvv negative experiences. cuz both skus suck. dey act gd but inside dey juz oppress u n intoduce e term of tyranny. n i actually shook tat mr kwokatoo's hand b4. YUCKS. muz rmb 2 wash my hand ltr. n whn e whole sku luffed halfway thru his preachin, tis stupid bitch came n said: eh GENTLEMEN u DESERVE tis ok? wel 1stly im NOT n NVR wanted 2 b a gentleman. n i nvr wil b. i hate suits n being civil. i hate formal occasions n i hate e dumbness of actin all pompous. cuz u no y? tis is e image of wad a gentlemen marist u hav imposed on2 me. n if tats ur image of a gentleman, id say FUCK OFF. i hate maris stella n ive said it loads n loads of times. anw aft e torture, we had a mock exam on eng. qte ok. wrote e topic on nature. duh =.-. had lots 2 write but no time so 2 bad. gd ting was i was angry den. so i juz chanelled all my anger wif e stupid ppl in e world tat r killin off nature in2e compo. den went home den had 2 go 4 e founder's day award presentation. n tis is where i realized sth. e sku oni sucks whn tere r certain FUCKED UP ASSHOLES lyk mr kwokatoo in it. other den tat it was fun. e ceromany was enjoyable. hahaha. ok tats all 4 2day. qte e eventful day eh? o n 4 gd measure... -I HATE MARIS STELLA-
10:21 PM
Friday, July 20, 2007
o a few more hrs!! hahha... tese few days hav been kinda borin. cuz im basically sianded by lotsa stuff...anw hav 2 go 4 a dumb prize presentation next fri 4 outstandin stuff in cca wad not. waste of time. y cant dey juz giv us e prize in class? owel nvm. got free food 2 makan. n its wif all e vips. so much fanfare. not my stuff. hate wearin so formally. tats a gd ting ok! hahaha. anw. i juz realized tat in evry great series of bks...tere r lotsa stuff left tat r left unexplained tat i RELLI wanna no. o n 4 ur info i dl-ed e photo version of hp. i dn care if its fake. it nice readin a fake version b4 e real. altoh i tink its real. its 2 masterfully written 2 b done by a mere fan or a boliao person. had lotsa surprises tat left me smilin/ O.O . LOL. shant say anth 4 tose ppl hu wanna guaiguai wait til tmr. tis i shal say. almost evry single rumour tat ive read so far r true, altoh not in e sense tat dey were initially created. hahaha. hu nos mayb jkr went thru e fansites 4 ideas. anw she twisted e original rumours around n made dem in2 e storyline n so its kinda smart.e last bk jigsawed evryth back tgt frm e 1st -6th bk. cool man. n tere r some relli emotional scenes in e bk. back 2 e pt tat tere r stil parts i wana no. i wana no evryth bout their worlds. e hp world. e sot world. e golden compass world. i tink e golden compass is gona b big in a few yrs. since dey're makin a movie outta it. so it'll b makin all 3 bks. hope it bcomes another lord of e rings. wil b kinda cool. O back 2 pt. i wana no evryth bout ed greenwoods world: e forgotten realms. huge fan of tis. luv it. e forgotten realms r a wunderful place. o cant 4get e world of dragonlance brought 2 life by margret weis n tracy hickman. a beautiful world as wel. e gd ting bout their main bks is tat it depicts e history of their wolrd relli clearly. but i still wana no more bout tat world!! super cool. o n e world of e wheel of time oso. altoh tis 1 canot b compared 2 e few listed above. cuz i tink he writes his bks 2 slowly. wait so long liao stil haven finsh. tsk. write faster la! anw i wud lyk 2 c dem make e last bks movie. its gona b so cool. i almost typed out a spoiler. juz realized n deleted it. hahaha...anw tmr has 3 trainins! yippee. altoh i wud prefer not 4 e 1st time...wana read e bk agn. kinda stressful readin frm e computer screen outta pics tat depict poor photography skills. altoh e guys nerve muz b a hellotta considerin tat teres sure 2 b legal actions by scholastic n jkr. n tere was. scholastic demanded e persons identity frm e web tat he 1st posted e pics 2. LOL... k anw i tink my daos gona get trashed lyk shit. saw e list at wz. a total of lyk 10 ppl. 2 sinoians tat r zhengyan n meh. 1 frm spore skus wite team: me. 2 frm red team: kt n hongwei. another 1 frm a sec sku. not 2 worried bout tis guy. 2 frm a wuguan tat due 2 my poor chi i m unable 2 identify. LOL.n somemore tat i cant rmb alre. n i tink my qiang oni 3 ppl leh. cant rmb clearly. i tink oni hav me weiren n ty oni. wad crap sia. lidat i shiwu 1 time oni e single medal up 4 grabs is gone. so no pressure eh? =( hahhaa...so im tryin 2 decide. shud i remove evry nandu frm my qiang cept 4 e xuanzi n xuanfeng wich i can land as a guibu? cuz im goin 4 absolutely 0 shiwus. since teres no nandu fen anw. so y care? wads gona b impt is ur qiangfa...*mad cackling* n shou lian. not v gd 4 me cuz i juz edited my taolu agn. cant seem 2 stop changin it....LOL... im lyk unconsiously rebianin my quan taolu oso lor...juz realized 2day...was lianin out sth tat was not in my quan but was frm taiji...@.@ cool eh? taiji in changquan...anw gotta ask joyce how 2 do...saw her do but not v sure yet...it'll look cool sia! altoh im sure im not e 1st 2 put taiji la...but its definitely a 1st in sino! HAHAH...plannin 2 put in2 my dao oso...last part...but not now! not so close 2 quanguo...i'll b totally screwed b4 i get e ganjue rite. aiya my dao is screwed anw...hai so sad. at least i no i wun b last...cuz i juz rmbed...1 of my uh...ok dn so bad...juniors in sku is doin zixuan dao oso...dint look out 4 his name...cuz he cud b fakin me agn...last yr claimed he was doin chuantong quan but in e end was nowhere 2 b seen. i hope hes competin cuz tat wil mean i wun b last! hahaha u 1 no his standard can look at sat aftn's ppl...kk bb such a long post...dno y oso muz hav overtyped...
9:13 PM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
i feel so tired... cant seem 2 fall aslp evrytime i try 2 take a aftn nap. hai. seem 2 hav lost e mood 2 study oso...mayb aft quan guo den i pia? i dno. stil hav alot of tings 2 revise. maths n chem not tat wryin cuz mstan can back up. but bio n my geog n ss muz memorise alot of tings lor. sian leh. aft quan guo den study tese 3 got enuff time onot? but i no tat if i study now oso sure cant get anth in 1. tese few days hav been emo days i guess. sian la. dno wad 2 do. bcomin tat sian kinda feelin agn. juz lie down on e bed n let time past by itself. dn feel lyk trainin 2nite lor. but promised wujl tat i'll go so muz go. cuz 2nite is specially 4 e bisai ppl 1.n i oso 1 my qiang 2 do wel. damn scared 4 quan guo lor. dao sucks lyk shit. cant zou shun e taolu. guess i kinda suck at bianin dao taolus. hahaha...shud stick wif qiang n quan i guess...i tink my duan bings kinda suck. i feel lyk my chang bing n quan r alot btr. o n anw went watch hp on sun. dey cut out damn alot of parts la. bcome e storyline so broken. sian. n alot of e funny parts oso cut out. actually its kinda dumb. i dn feel lyk studyin, i dn feel lyk trainin, but in my life tese r e oni 2 tings available 2 me now. stupid eh? so now im bored. cuz i hav nth 2 do. lol...guess sporeans lifestyle kinda sucks. agn im longin 4 e free life out tere. but gotta buck up...i oni nidta endure another 122 days!!! den i'll b free! 4 3mths anw. i dcided tat e 1st mth where e Os result havent come out yet im not goin 2 go sku. even toh u can. but i stil wun. gona giv myself a 3mth break. 2 enjoy e life tat i 1. man i feel so stupid. feel so noob. cant even do a single 540 100%. cant even do a zhuanti. now cant even do a kongfan. man. ok tis post is totally full of random stuff. o last bk comin out soon. tat'll provide a days entertainment. cuz i sure read finish by e day it come out. haha. ok nvmnvm. hai. life sucks.
3:59 PM
Friday, July 13, 2007
k not emo anymore. cuz i muz always tink positive. if not tis yr sure emo evryday 1. haha... anw. i hate fris...longest sku day. so tired. haha. but i tink jc oso lidat. so muz get used 2 it. anw. aft lunch had bio. found a new n v innovative way 2 slp in class. 1 no can ask me. den aft tat 1 hr break. did abit of pt in class den slacked. den had ss. den i overslpt on e bus agn. cuz was so darn tired. tink gona have 2 slp early 2nite. tmr 3 trainins leh. sure die if not enuff rest. anw i concluded tat 4 now zixuan is not e most impt 4 me. wait ntil im promo ntil ty tat dui 1st den i change back 2 zixuan. aft quan guo i change back 2 jingsai.n oso on sat muz ask e wz jl. does major compts hav qiang 4 guys? n if so muz i change 2 jian qiang or dao gun? if so den i may consider changin. most lykly i wun change if it means givin up my qiang toh. got sentimental value. its e 1 ting tat i can touch n not feel lyk teres anth in my hand at all. qte a cool feeling. but i alre say tis feeling so many times alre. n yet i stil dno how 2 xplain it all out. haha...wait 4 yall 2 discover 4 urself ba. so aft quan guo change 2 jingsai agn. den aft im lyk 18++? or mayb 17 la. change back 2 zixuan. time 2 hav fun. anw wil stil lian zixuan la. esp my qiang n quan. esp proud of tose 2. quan is i entirely bian myself 1. alot of ppl say i jigsaw frm vids cuz i bian so nice. but tats false. i bianed it last yr. it was in e hols whn i was super bored. so i dcided 2 try create a taolu of my own. at tat time i did not no bout zixuan or w/e shit yet. so i anyhow playplay. ok come out 1 taolu. admittedly it sucked. but i tot it was vvvv gd. cuz its my own work la obviously wil lyk it more. but e entire taolu e dongzuo all i come out by myself 1. no watchin vids ok. den aft tat e whole of last yr i contd play wif e dongzuos. makin it btr blabla. ntil it bcome damn long n tirin tat jl forced me 2 shorten it. tats whn i started watchin vids. den i found nth 2 help. so i juz deleted whole chunks outta my taolo. den 2 link it up agn i juz ran thru e vids n selected a few lian dongzuo n slot in. tats e taolu most of yall saw. den yall came back frm china n i saw a few nice dongzuos oso. so i 1 la naturally. so i edited 1 n put inside a part of my taolu tat i always considered bland but dno how make it btr. but tis i confirm can say. once my stamina improve n im stronger. i'll switch back 2 e taolu tat jl force me 2 change out of. cuz if im stronger den i can do it liao. haha...but my qiang i juz cooped outta my 'idols' qiang la. his qian ban tao. hou ban i ownself make. cuz hes qianban has evryth tat i wud lyk in my qiang. runnin n nandu tat r rather slack. n lotsalotsalotsa qiangfa tats cool. ok go yatui liao b
5:45 PM
Thursday, July 12, 2007
im stupid noob asshole w/e shit la. fuck myself. ive let down my own taolu. w/e man. fuck myself. ure stupid hong ming. fuck u hong ming.
10:25 PM
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
IM BORED!!! 2day got back my maths test...DAMN PISSIN AGN!!! im always so careless la...sucks...last term nvr get a1 4 prelims cuz i careless...den now careless agn...ltr i Os lidat how??!! wth sia...den was super bored atmstan 2day...i 1 2 TRAIN!!! my god...abs r achin lyk siao...kua oso pain...crap sia...his pt rocks...havent ached lidat since dno whn...owel...ltr shall go mug bio...den shall slp den got mstan agn tmr...sian...whn i shud b at sino!!! hai...kk nvm...im juz typin tis crap 2 waste space n entertain myself...im currently in hot anticipation of hp last book n sot last book oso...cant wait...both big climax...kk nth else liao...back 2 rottin......
8:48 PM
Sunday, July 08, 2007
well...e new jl was...ummm...hell...n heaven...all at the same time...WOW man...my abs n calves r achin lyk siao...cant wait 4 his next lesson...wich is...tmr!!! hahaha lets all die all over agn...den tues teres mstan...='( den wed mstan ='(...den thurs wz...den fri sianded...den sat got sino,wz,sino...3 trainins! OMG! shuang sia...hahaha...den sun wil b another nice repitition...heaven n hell at e same time...fun sia...hahaha...anw. im suddenly homesick 4 my old hse...at pasir ris tere...super nice place...juz empty of e normal city life. look out of e window is a vast empty grass plain...dotted wif trees...wow sia...den e busstop oso got nature ok! tose old 1...all e vine all over e place...so cool la...n e oni shop nearby 2 buy stuff is shop n save...1 go ntuc muz take bus 2 e oni shoppin mall in e area at tat time...white sands i tink its called now...hahaha...den tere r my rabbits! hahaha...super sad leh...dey died at exactly e same time lor...1 nite dey tere den next morn bb liao...i personally buried dem tat morn...i can stil rmb e spot...juz lemme find my old block i can find e place liao...mayb aft Os i shud go back tere...juz 2 walkwalk abit...relive e past...hahha...n c if their bones r tere! or mayb dey haven decompose finish...LOL...ok tats lyk disturbin e dead...shant do tat...if i rmb correctly i placed sth lyk a satay stick tere...mayb its gone liao...kicked by some notorious kid...owell...enuff sentimental stuff...bb!
9:08 PM
yoyoyo...im damn bored now...juz came back frm mstan...e paper she gave was so easy...evryth correct...so i slpt thru her explainations...wich was lyk 30mins? hahahha...n she dint relli bother wif me cuz she no i get all correct...so ok...anw...i was readin national geographic juz now...n i wud lyk 2 quote sth...'it's a damn rainforest. it was put there to be logged' lyk FUCK U MAN! lemme explain a lil clear 4 stupid fuckers lyk u. i can raise several examples tat im sure wil raise outrage. so listen carefully. 'its a damn child. it was born to be kidnapped.' same lines along ur reasonin eh? now another 1. 'its juz damned money. it was put in banks to be robbed' another 1. even worse. 'its a damn world trade centre. it was built to be bombed down so families of tose affected...go kick tis guy's ass...hes 1 of dem terrorists...i wunder y tere r so many stupid ppl lyk tese all over e world...owell...bb
12:24 PM
Saturday, July 07, 2007
yoyo...2days trainin was ummm...avrg? nth special hapened relli...i tink my class now damn serious...1st time lessons v quiet 1...e chers r qte hapy bout it...den aft dey leave...all e old chaos comes back...hahaha...we now hav a popular taekwondo compt evry recess at e back of e class...u no taekwondo onot oso can participate...juz keep whackin...hahaha...i find it dumb 2 participate but entertainin 2 watch...some actually qte gd leh! LOL...o my qiang's waibai almost reached 540 juz now...left lyk 15deg? v little la...hahaha...n it was wen somemore leh...was kinda surprised...e new jl frm anhui's comin tmr! specialisin in QIANG!!! YAY! more gd qiang advice...i tink my qiang 2nite qte on form...o muz ya more pubu...it stinks...hai...owel...nvm...dun even no if can do zixuan 4 quan guo onot...muz b 'gd enuff'...wel hopefully tis thurs i on form den...lyk 2nite...hahaha...weird leh...jiben gong i said i was onform...den come out 520...shud say myself on form more...hahaha kk bb
9:50 PM
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
I M SUPER PISSED WIF MYSELF!!! OMG la...2day had e unsw maths compt or w/e shit...last yr got distinction...i wanted a high distinction tis yr 1 lor...n e paper was super easy la! but den 2wards e end cuz no time alre...so v ganjiong...i missed out e last mcq...n 1 qn wich was super easy i got wrong...but i muz admit tat e last qn was tough...n i nid a diagram 2 solve...or else cant visualise e ting...hahaha...all in all so far i hav 4 qn confirm wrong...3 shud hav gotten correct...if oni at e last few mins i dint so streesed up...aft e paper i solved tose 3 in 1min la...c y im so pissed? CRAP SIA...i cud hav gotten oni
1 wrong can! MY GOD....i swear i feel lyk punchin myself hard on e face...URGH...hopefully wif 4wrong mayb stil can get high distinction...PLZPLZPLZ....it'll look so cool la...hahaha...i get e distinction i oso smile liao...imagine i get high distinction...wa...ahahha...but ANW...i luv doin tough maths qn...can rack my brains...den whn u solve it den u wil lyk YES! tat kinda feeling...fun...hahaha...tats y i evry yr oso participate in tis compt...n reasons y i go mstan tuition...sometimes she can tink of tose cool qns...ahahha...so bcome super fun...ok...bb
10:14 PM
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
damn...life sure sucks aint it? i dno. juz suddenly hav e impression tat life is such a bore. n e worst ting is, its our v society tats trapped us 2 it. i was juz wunderin, wil life evr b more den juz sku/work, home, trainins blabla? roughly along tose lines. i dno. i rmb...a show i watched a few weeks isit? ya a few weeks ago. it was cool. e kinda life i 1. cept e last part where he dies. lemme elaborate. hes a ordinary man. but he luved animals. esp bears. evry few weeks/mths he wud buy supplies n go live wif dem in their habitat. tough life. but he luvs it. so wtheck. he was oso a poor man. but yet he had happiness. he was wif wad he lyked most. evry1 tat worked wif him said tat whn he was wif bears, he walked, moved n sounded lyk a bear. he was tat close 2 dem. he saw himself as their guardian against e bad asses in e world tat wud kill dem. he regarded all wildlife as frens. bfrended foxes blabla. i dno...but he claims he understands bear language. personally i tink tis is fake. but den mayb its true. perhaps he spent so much time wif dem, got 2 no dem so much 2 e pt tat he cud understand wad dey were sayin wif body language. his letters' contents were cool. dey werent broadcasted word 4 word but e contents were said out. he wanted 2 live permanently wif his luv, e bears. but yet he cuden. n in e end, he got killed by e ting he luved e most. he was tailin a lone bear 4 a few days alre. in one of his last videos, wif e bear in e background, he was xplainin bout e lone bear being old blabla n prob cuden get enuff food. a few days ltr e same bear attacked him n his gf. dey were eaten. a plane was supposed 2 pick dem up. e pilot noticed wad hapened n went 2 fetch help. e helpers shot e bear tat had alre eaten dem. n i dun tink dey shud. it wud hav been against his memory. i dun tink he wud 1 e bear 2 b shot even aft e ting it did. n tats all i can rmb. but i shall keep e memory of e grizzly man in my head 4 a gd long time, e tings he represented and e pure luv he had 4 animals.
10:31 PM