Why do i seem to be doing more then you? Why can't you be a little more responsible? Why can't you take a little more initiative? Why are you constantly talking yourself out of jobs that YOU are supposed to do? Do you know those jobs end up on my table? You're 19, you seemed so promising, i was willing to follow you, but not anymore. Why do i find myself giving you work to do, persuading you to do them, when it should be the other way around? I am supposed to be the one being ordered around, i am supposed to have a lesser job, one with lesser responsibilities. And yet i give you only a few simple jobs. Those simple jobs can drag on for MONTHS. The members who rely on us keep asking me with issues regarding your jobs.

I have posted so many venting posts on you. Because i don't know where else to vent my frustrations anymore. I have talked, and talked even more, but you don't seem to change in attitude. I have talked to people but no one seems to be able to provide me with an adequate advice. I really don't know what to do anymore. I can only hope for the comm change to come faster, so that i may have a comm that is alot more responsible. At least i hope so. How i really wish so.

I began this academic year with such high hopes for the committee, i really believed we could accomplish alot more then what Yuling's committee did. But i find myself doubting. Organizing IVP, i give zero credit to you. The organizing of IVP, credit goes to my committee. The bunch of year1s and 2s that are so kindly helping me. How proud of them i am. In just a few more weeks our work will be completed. And what do i find from you guys? Nothing much. Really. A few simple jobs handed to you, and it still indirectly gives me trouble. In the end i still had to chap in and placate Siow. What nonsense is this man?

I really hope in my 3rd year in this CCA, a proper committee takes charge. Damnit I'm FUCKING PISSED!!!