I think the closer and closer to IVP it gets the more stress i become. Stress over the organisation, stress over the stress to FINALLY get overall champ, stress over the teams training, stress over a million and one things.

And schools started. I feel it starts at the wrong time. Sick, tired, not at my best, just want to sleep. And i feel so detached and squeezed up by everything. And emart's renovated -_- no internet connection there. And the cozy emart has become a printing store and a dumb co-op. I DON'T LIKE! I think i'd rather have back the old emart. With a single aunty inside complaining about the boredom and a wide open space to go in and slowly choose snacks. AND you can go in sit in the aircon and play PSP if it gets too hot outside. But maybe i'm saying this just cause i've come to feel at home at that place. Emart rocks, why did they change it -_-

Tomorrow's going to be the first school training for months. And theres alot of things to settle with Siow. I'm not looking forward to it. I bet i won't have the time to hang out at emart, again. Gosh i miss hanging out with them sia. Like seriously.

I really want to cut my hair.

I want holidays! Round 2.

Oh and i'm stress over my studies. Hopefully i can concentrate on them more this sem once i'm done with duties and i can get my long deserved promised break from ahbeat! haha.

Oh and i'm stressed over what will happen to the team when i'm in year3. Then, i'll be the "senior". What will happen if me and my batch screws things up? Wah and it'll be damn weird to be the senior, feels old. Amongst other things.