Its times like this that i really understand how hugang feels. The stress, the irritance, all the dumb people coming to you and pestering you. But yet, politics are holding you back.

Sometimes i wish i can just open my mouth and shout myself hoarse. But i can't, i have to coat everything in a sugary language.

Why are you even complaining so much? I've given you the chance. I've given everyone the same chance! Constantly pushing the blame to others, this is your own participation, take it in your own hands! Don't expect people to update you. Update yourself! Ben just msn-ed me, asking what we did for rehersals just now. I'm rather surprised he asked for an update. But at least he bothers enough to ask. If you really are that busy that you can't reply my sms, emails, msn, then please for your own sake, pull out. Stressing yourself too much is not good. However, i do not believe you are that busy with posts of being boreddddd and asking for outings.

And here i find myself giving you another chance. Am i really that stupid? 我已经够累了！这种废物，不要给我惹麻烦！

Damn i just wanna sleep, but theres still things to do. =/