GUANMO IS COMING!!! Excitement is close to boiling over. Its like finally my qiang can be showcased! I really hope i don't screw up on that day =/ But hey, why am i cursing myself for? LOL!

Yesterday at hongwen, i felt really happy, especially at the point where we all sat down and shouted. I think we really showed everyone there really how united we are. And i believe there are few out there who would do what we did. I think my qiang got biaoxian normally. Only difference is the floor is so slippery! O_O it was damn fun sliding on the floor HAHA. I lian that part so long, i think yesterday was the furthest i went. Of course, i had no control over how far i slid =/ My finger got injured trying to stop myself. LOL but it was worth the fun.

And for once the jitis really shouted. I guess we were just too lazy during normal trainings to shout properly? That's how i personally feel anyway. And the china coaches performances was damn cool! Especially the qiang guy! Gosh he jump so high! Although he shiwu alot, i'm sure it won't happen on that day. And i'm definitely gonna put in that dongzuo into my taolu once this is all over! After this is Nationals!

Anyway i felt very irritated by them constantly threatening to axe us over the microphone. And we were the only team threatened. It shows the typical bias-ness that has forever been in them and it just goes to further imprint into me that my decision to quit was not wrong. Guess they really haven't changed despite all the changing of committees and the passing of the years. Corruption flows rampant, living in self denial.