Today made me see something. No matter how hard u try to make things better for a team, there will always be someone who dislikes you and refuses to see eye to eye with you. It makes me sad to think that most probably NPwushu has this kind of people as well.

I can see hes trying hard. He may make alot of stupid mistakes but hes trying. And hes doing it for them. But yet, there will always be some who doesn't feel the effort put in for them. And seeing this, i feel that every single team will have this kind of people. Life really has too much politics. Too many behind the scenes...

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Sometimes i don't know why i'm putting in so much. You may have FYP but i have my projects too you know? The tasks i'm giving you is already so small, so easily done, and you have the fucking nerve to tell me that you have FYP deadlines in a few days?

In the end, that small miniscule task was done by me, in a small timeframe of 15minutes. Please don't tell me you didn't have 15minutes to spare from your very busy FYP schedule? The most you sleep 15minutes later! Is it really that hard?

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Nationals are cancelled. When hugang told me, i just told him outright that you are lying. Its so surreal you know? The training, the excitement. But all of these are overshadowed with the fact that i will have 1 year that i can't see old friends... Nationals the past few years was always running around for me. Looking for people to catch up with. And its a good few days for me to really take a time-off and chill with friends and relax for a change, indulge in the sport i love. And the reason stated was pretty lame. Cancelled due to the inability to find a venue. Gosh..

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I'm so tired these few days. Its like every weekday night i will have something on. And weekends are no better off either. And even now when its still the school term, my holidays already have events packed into them. Seeing my phone's calender is so saddening =/

I really need to find one day for me to stay home the whole day and just slack. Its just one day! =/