Monday, March 30, 2009
Feeling so shag now. Burning up with fever and exhaustion. But still, i feel proud when i see this :
Hellboy's flag!!! So NICE EH!!! I have to thank row and qd. They went on time to start work on the flag 1st so that i could get abit more rest. =D
Cheers have been approved, weisan praised our OI cheer as unique! =D
Only thing left will be our identities. And im gonna be lagging behind on dance again soon! =/
Been sacrificing alot of the intersch days for the upcoming FOC. I'm feeling the heartbreak!! And the 1st day of sec sch inter sch compt will be spent on the last and final GLs training!! Was horrified when shane told us to bring enough $$ for dinner. Means its gonna end super late. SIGH!!!
But i suppose after this FOC, i'll feel that its all worth it.
P.S. MY PHONE IS BACK!! WOOHOO!!! No more using the ex-ex-ex-ex phone of duno how many people. hahaha
10:16 PM
Sunday, March 22, 2009
heh i know i haven been updating, but GOSH im totally pooped. For the past few weeks, everytime i look at my phones calender, i start to feel tired, the never ending activities everyday. And its gona last all the way till the holidays are over, which makes me have as good as no holidays at all. =(
And i realize that i'm QUITE addicted to my phone. It got soaked yesterday and is currently showing my its distaste for water by refusing to respond to my commands. And this has led me to realize that life without a handphone is quite tough. Just goes to show our reliance on modern technology huh? If its lke this with a mere handphone, i can't imagine myself without a computer. OMG!
Anyway, group names for FOC are out! Highly anticipated. My group name is HELLBOY!!
haha cool name eh? unfortunately, i don't know anything about hellboy since i've never watched the movie or read the comics. oh dear.
Oh, and i think i'm gonna be experiencing brain drain for the next few days. Gotta come up with 2 cheers, 1 identity, and 1 flag. Now this wouldn't be that much of a problem, but the deadline is next wed....and i'm gonna be in camp on mon and tues. And now, it's already sunday. HOW?!
AGL MianBao suggested using the glove as the identity. Its nice n cool! but how do we go about making it? =/ haha will think hard on this one, cause i think its a good idea.
Heh, and tomorrow theres going to be a photoshoot halfway through the camp. Gonna have to leave the camp halfway. Oh man, so many events stacked on top of each other. i'm starting to go @@
Pri sch intersch wushu competition starts tomorrow too. I wana go support! But damn the factor called time...=/ And Sec sch intersch is gonna clash with a few days of my FOC. I really hope that the few days which i can go down on have their events, its been a long time since i last saw them. One year to be exact. Its obviously time for a bit of catching up =)
Pics from the international competition, haha finally posting some up.
Just before the group event. NPWUSHU ALL THE WAY!!!
The kids in front are from china. So cute and pro la! Had a chat with them in the toilet while changing. haha
Note a thieving snob who made clear the entire competition's poor management. LOL. It was a nice one though, can't believe it worked. HAHA
Thats all, im lazy to upload more. Not looking forward to tomorrow's camp. I think it'll be a waste of time la. And i gotta go over to my grandma's house to loan her phone while i try to get mine fixed. FOC coming, can't do without a phone( i'm just trying to deny that i'm addicted )
6:43 PM
Sunday, March 08, 2009
Today decided to string together an intriging chain of events. Hmm, actually not really today on its own but rather the whole week i suppose. A week of reminiscing the past memories. And for the first time in one and a half years, i doubt my decision. heh...
Met a old friend's father a few days ago at Sino's coffeeshop. He told me about my friends achievements and experiences. At first when i saw him i was trying to end the conversation, but then, as we talked i got more and more pulled in, more intrigued. And at that time i didn't know why.
And then came the competition. I may curse and swear at this competition for the poor organization( i got a freaking gold for 2nd place la!! ), but yet this competition reminded me of a lot of things. During the prize giving, talked to the malaysians who did zixuan also. What they said about my qiang being fast and nice and only lacking in nandu, i thought was bullshit. I was thinking, look at weijian! etcetc. And when i looked at the malaysian's qiang, i thought he was better then me, his grace, jibengong. But later when tzeyuan watched the video with me, i realized i wasn't as slow as i thought. But why then do i feel so encumbered and sluggish? albeit i was slower then my sec 4 year, but the feeling of inferiority is still there even though i improved after my stopping of wushu. Heh, and i always say to Cat that she doesn't have enough confidence. Opps =p And another thing he said; We stopped wushu already actually. We only came back because of this competition. Which leads me to think, no matter what happens, ultimately you will feel the urge to continue to train again. LOL even zhen jl went back to coaching again.
After the competition, went to chill with the rest. Listened to Cat and Tzeyuan talking. When Cat went toilet, me and Tzeyuan talked about the old times, of wuzong and of our training. And somehow, i earned a label of "feng qiang" in wuzong. LOL? Its been one and a half years man! I think their memories are very good to have remembered me. Talked about the 3 musketeers of qiang, old jia qi ban, and a hell load of other stuff.
And i think the last conversation finally sent my mind into a whirlwind of thoughts. The accumulation of the week's recalling trips finally accumulated i guess.
Ultimately, the question that should be asked will be : Should the legacy be revived?
Reviving will mean alot of hardwork. It will mean going back to a life that poses a lot of pressure and doubts upon yourself. I thought i had left that kind of life behind when i came to poly, but i guess it finally caught up again.
Sometimes, life gives you a lot of choices that seem impossible to make...ah well.
And you always claim that i give very good direct to your face pep talks, but i think your puny indirect pep talk is worse! Reminisce for such a short period and so many questions pop out again.
HAIYO!!!
11:23 PM
Thursday, March 05, 2009
Thunder rolled in the night skies and lightning flashed
The rain fell, cleansing the ground, hiding thy tears as they flowed ever free.
A clap of thunder, a jolt of memories
They came rushing back, in torrents of anguish
The hate, the fear, and the torment as thou watched
ripped in two, a soul of one.
Twin entities they may be
but yet thy memories remain
locked in stasis
Light, shining its comfort
bringing smiles at a mere thought
Dark, reaching out with its scheming grasp
forcing its way through mental barriers
causing another cut into a heart already bleeding
All of these and more
hidden in objects so simple
with a quantity of two
as though representing
the split soul of one
11:43 PM
