dint go trainin 2day...cuz dint feel lyk it...1 of e tink bout life days agn...so HAI...my life is so no life la...i 1 2 do so many tings tat r soooo not wad im doing now...i dno la...i 1 study wildlife research...it'll b super fun i tink...n i wun find it stressful cuz i'll b doing sth tat i lyk...i oso dno y...but nowadays whn i hold my qiang...it doesnt hav tat feel tat i used 2 hav wif it...i dno if any1 understands it...cuz i dno hu has tis kinda feel wif their weapons...mayb chen hui can understand cuz he luvs his dao...but im not sure if its e same oso...i shall use a example i suppose...hmmm...mayb a drug addict suddenly deprived of drugs? or mayb breakin up wif ur bf/gf? i dno...mayb...feels v weird...last time whn i did qiang...it doesnt take any effort or tot 2 do all e qiangfa in my taolu...lyk jl say lor...juz dododo nonid tink tat kinda dibu...but now lyk dun hav leh...i feel so sad...so weird...n it has 2 come at a time lyk tis...wif 2 ceshis comin...1 e dsa trials blabla...another e combined skus...hai...both wich require my qiang...i feel so sad...i suddenly feel v weak n noob...but wad m i sayin...i always was i suppose...e oni ting tat i can take pride in is tat i can say tis: my qiang can win u leh? tok so much...but now i dno if i can still say it onot...owell...i shall tink on it...scarly ltr tink so much den bcome deprssed...but ok mayb i alre m depressed...so wad does it matter?

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