well...dey're gone...4 a gd 20 days...msn seems so empty now...cuz e sino section is suddenly devoid of ppl...feels weird...anw 2day at mstan...i was walkin out...den i saw tis plane fly past...wif all its lil blinkin lites...n ya u can guess wad i was tinkin...i feel...mmm...dead...ya i guess so...n 2 add 2 e sense of emptiness...im terribly sick...since sun...but its been gettin worse la...keep havin 2 blow my nose n a v bad cough n a high fever tat i hav managed 2 decrease 2 a normal fever...relli man...skus sian, homes sian, trainins r now sian...so life is sian...hai...n so terefore...i muz listen 2 some party songs 2 liven tings up...ya...been carryin my ipod wif me evrywhere tese few days...even whn im in sku im oso listenin...oni lessons start den i take off...den recess put on agn...on e bus blabla...evrywhere...hahaha...dno i can juz 4get bout life whn e music is playin...haha...ohwell...