Monday, February 08, 2010
Everyone's feelings must be considered. And i thought during the organising IVP period was tough. Now it's even worse. Everything i do has consequences. Everything i forget has even more consequences. I'm sure everyone i know will be surprised hearing me say this, but I WANNA STUDY! But yet, stuff to do. And my apparent poor phrasing of words is making things even tougher.
Ok i think i'm in a horribly cranky mood today. Sorry if i snapped at anyone..=/
I at first set this resolution to stop updating this blog since i was lazy. But i need somewhere to set off all these thoughts to. Helps in organising my jumbled thoughts i guess. Twitter helps too, but its just those short random thoughts. Heh.
"I'm in pain!" Forday.W.L.
LOL harvard referencing style. My lecturer told us he went gym and then during lecture when he squat down he suddenly scream that. HAHA! And today i keep quoting him cause my legs having muscle aches. Arms don't have cause i slacked. Heh. Went training just to pei poor issac and he didn't show.
Oh went for random new year shopping after school today. Bought 2shirts, total $90 =/ influence!!! Tsk the horrible shopping king and queen.
Do you know what you're fighting for, when its not worth dying for?
I at first set this resolution to stop updating this blog since i was lazy. But i need somewhere to set off all these thoughts to. Helps in organising my jumbled thoughts i guess. Twitter helps too, but its just those short random thoughts. Heh.
"I'm in pain!" Forday.W.L.
LOL harvard referencing style. My lecturer told us he went gym and then during lecture when he squat down he suddenly scream that. HAHA! And today i keep quoting him cause my legs having muscle aches. Arms don't have cause i slacked. Heh. Went training just to pei poor issac and he didn't show.
Oh went for random new year shopping after school today. Bought 2shirts, total $90 =/ influence!!! Tsk the horrible shopping king and queen.
Do you know what you're fighting for, when its not worth dying for?
11:56 PM
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Lazy also must post today.
Today on the 14 of Jan, 2010, i met Wei Jian!!
HAHAHA ok fine i think i'm too high already!
10:20 PM
Saturday, December 19, 2009
I can't sleep! Damn excited! I think i'll probably just fall asleep in the plane tomorrow.
I really hope i packed everything. I always have this bad habit of forgetting the most minor but yet important thing.
And theres going to be a "nicenice welcome dinner" for us! As quoted from shuenyeelee. I wonder what her definition of nicenice is. I really hope i can tahan the training there. And i really hope i can achieve the goals i set for myself. Actually i hope for a lot of things. Damn. Greediness is a sin!
But all the excitement is kinda tempered by the prospects of projects. Walao, go overseas still need do projects. Shit man! Toh RenWei and Yee BingXin! Appear on9 more so that we can discuss k? Cause i have absolutely no idea when i can on9.
And actually, its already 1am. I need to wake up at 330am. I think i no need sleep liao.
12:46 AM
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Two and a half more chapters to go. I think i won't be getting much sleep again tonight.
And in less than 33hours, i will be on a airplane on the way to China, Anhui, Hefei. Can you believe it!? Like just last week i was saying one week please pass faster. Now i think like a bit too fast eh. Haven't even packed anything yet. JIALAT.
Ok back to notes, but facebook is proving to be a major distraction as usual.
10:39 PM
Monday, December 14, 2009
Just done with BChem. I can conclude there is a high percentage chance that i may need to retake. Forday just sucked setting such a paper.
Was at sino just now, i just trained by myself for 45minutes. Just kept to myself. I can't help but think, i've been training since i was 8. What have i achieved? Nothing much i can be proud of really, especially for someone who has trained for so long. I think my most defining and satisfying "achievement" was still back in 2007 when i was in sec4.
And now i'm 18. I have one more last year. 2010 will probably be the last year i can compete. Can i make something happen that i can be seriously proud of? I don't know. And i think at the rate trainings have been going, it has a low chance of happening. Nationals are next month. I have one more month. But yet, i feel like my qiang is still so far away. So what if i'm fast? If i can't do any nandu, its useless. I will still lose to all the others. And the worst thing is, all my competitors are always the same people. We all grew on this path together, for so many years, watching each other progress. I feel like they have all achieved something to be proud of. But i haven't, or is it just that my expectations are too high?
Everytime liuming looks at my qiang and says its nice, i don't know if his smile is sincere or not.
But ah well, all thoughts and speculations, if everybody thinks so much and so seriously, life would be a bore. Just chiong in, and...uh..CHIONG AH!
ok thats gonna be my motto for china liao. Nice one la.
11:56 PM
Wednesday, December 09, 2009
I feel like such an ass. I'm counting down to china trip rather than to common tests. I haven't started studying and i'm wondering if i'm going to survive common tests.
10 more days to china.
4 more days to common tests. GOD!
12:37 AM
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
Photos from the clean lab! LOL lazy upload all. But it was a really cool experience. Safety level 3 leh. The highest in the whole school. Cool man. But there wasn't anything inside when we went in, since its new and all. =/
PURE Serum!!! Never touched a whole bottle like this before.
lol serious face -_-
Gowning up. We look like we're wearing pajamas...
I think i really look damn funny lor. And this is the 1st time i'm wearing a shower cap.
The biggest flowhood we've seen in school. I think can fit four people. The old ones fit two people also very hard lo.
The 100litre bioreactor. It bigggggggggggggggggggggg. Had to climb up some stairs to reach the top. I like this pic, cause i look so professional. hahaha
12:11 PM
I wanna read Sword of Truth all over again!
But due to a huge accumulation of work that is due tomorrow and that i totally forgot about, i am unable to.
Lots of pics to post up after the exploration of the newest lab in LSCT. Looked like a total retard. Was steaming hot inside.
Off to rush assignments now. haiz
12:16 AM
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Random : I miss the FOC period.
Sometimes, events really only come by you once, for you to enjoy and treasure the memories afterwards.
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Today after the injection, had a nap. I woke up with my leg hurting like mad for some weird reason. One hour later, the pain mysteriously disappeared. Now theres now pain. Tried jumping a bit at home and ran from one corner of the hall to the other. I think i'm ready to jump.
It still hurt when i bend too low though. =/
And you sailed, out of the cave and the sun bathed its rays of warmth on you as the sails give a faint flutter, glad that the darkness was survived.
10:41 PM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
The following two messages were sent to my lecturer.
-Please take care :-p from your loving student!
Bingxin's work. They sent this while eating waffles at megabites juz now. And i thought they were using facebook with my phone! wth!
-If you are sick you should go home and rest. we don't mind having e learning. From your beloved student.
Waiyeong's work. They sent this one during lecture when my lecturer ( the deputy director of lsct ) was sneezing and coughing away. And they wrote on my quiz paper with an unknown message.
OMG sia!! He still read out the message during lecture. GOSH! I think after this he shall remember me and due to my loving care and concern give me a default AD for BCHEM. heh! =p
The winds will be caught for you and your sails will fill. Now you just need to push yourself onwards.
11:48 PM
